The shrink arrived at the house this morning. I was terrified and sat gazing at the floor. Instead of talking I gave her a printout of the previous entry. After she read it the inevitable interrogation began. I answered reluctantly in monosyllables. I couldn't really explain in words how I was feeling. Thankfully she switched to talking to my wife.
Apparently my depakote levels are fine (76). She has put me back on chlorpromazine 25mgs twice a day and she is coming back next week.